Things ths t make you go "hmmm"

So..from my humble perspective : fear, experiences,  complexities of the mind...is occupying my time on this last leg of train track. (Still delaying...but not distracting) Normal  speed on a train feels too fast today.  I don't want to sleep or take my shoes off.  I want the family to sit together.  Go to the bathroom when train makes a passenger stop.  Pack less.  Always have an exit plan.  It feels like the t.v. shows Survivor and Lost...."help each other out...but how am i gonna get to my car, with or without you".  Statistically speaking, trains are the safest. Until the stats change. Hmmm.